I am Echo now
Yet he still does not understand
And, exhausted, I say
“I know when I’m not making sense,
But this is not one of those times”
And he replies,
“If you know you’re not making sense
Don’t be angry,”
And I say the same again, then again
Strangling octaves as I tense
At the same, exact reply
And his glazed eyes,
I am echoing why I am echoing
While I am echoing how,
Until, yes, what was false
At first becomes undeniable
As I do lose what I was saying
And my voice becomes a shrill bell,
Grating and hollow and loud,
Once I had a voice,
But I am Echo now.
Antonia Sara Zenkevitch
This is exactly how it feels like to be a broken record. You describe the frustration and helplessness perfectly.
thank-you, the poem was a way of regaining my voice and owning it 🙂
I am glad you regained it because you have a beautiful voice. 🙂
thank-you 🙂 🙂